thursday

not looking forward to today...i'm not able to go out for lunch; i have a meeting with lunch included so i don't get to leave this place and i have to stay until 6:30 to minute a meeting that no one wants to be at.

i was thinking the other day that i was the only one that got extreamly agitated with people, the smallest things make me think ill of people. but after watching 'grumpy old women' i know i am not alone, just old and grumpy (^U^) . i was in a major department store the other day waiting patiently to purchase a mascara, the sales assistant saw that i was waiting (for awhile) but when he finished the transaction in front of me he went over to the other side of the counter and served someone else!!! he looked over and tried not to catch my eye but i saw him, I SAW HIM! and so tossed the mascara back onto the table and walked off, not that he cares if he has missed a sale, NO, he is just trying to exert some sort of power, some sort of authority...'you small minded shop assistant trash!'...........hhhmmmmmm that made me feel better.